Those were  some of the questions that led me to write "Unspeakable," which began  with the idea of a group of people whose sexuality has somehow been  linked to certain 'fetish words.' I didn't want the words to have anything to do  with sex. They needed to be just ordinary, run-of-the-mill words, just as a  pair of shoes is a run-of-the-mill object to anyone except a shoe  fetishist.
         How  could such a thing happen and how would the various characters react? I thought  shame, the debilitating kind that might make a person want to avoid sexual  contact altogether, would certainly be one reaction. That's the case with the  protagonist Christine, who narrates the story.  Shame also factors into the  suicide of Christine's brother Andrew, whose death provides the occasion for her  to reconnect with the wild and wooly Ricky Calloway.     (to be continued)
  
